2008 : old age
Long experience of torture. Beatings, I tried to hide, to run, when there is no energy to move -- and being buried, and ... digged out again.
It's all ahead.
Only when you are mortal, you need other people. At least, one.
I don't see dreams anymore. Maybe I am old now.
The fights I had in my dreams, when I throw the punch, but it's so weak. As if somebody did hit my muscles before, I remember it since my boxing days, and I have no power anymore. Not even to lift my hands. I know it, but you have to fight, you throw your fist knowing that you lost.
I thought that is about the impotence.
... getting lost.
2008 index & write.vtheatre.net
keys.txt -- anatoly.live.com instead of anatoly.org