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Last month of my life (before March 1, my birthday) -- how it feels.
Here it is, the video era. ... Often, I want to write a story of pre-historical times, something like Robinson Crusoe? no events outside your daily existence, no history, no other people, no week, or months, no hours... No purpose of living? Something like post-history, like our times. And as in this story I write nothing. I do not know how to write and never read a single book. When this character "I" dies? Nobody knows. My book "Self" is lost. How symbolic. ... Я не против века, никакoго другого я не знаю, да и сколько таланта, сколько всего, ну какое другое столетие сравнится с моим, двадцатым? Много всего, много злого и ужасного. А как еще могло быть? А вот двадцать первый получается бездарным. Даже злодеи какие-то пошлые. ... I am tired of history. Nothing new about it. Events lost its originality.
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What is the (last) word?
Depressed. The birthday, again. ... dying. Lev Rubinshtein reads poetry (left). In Russian, of course. ... If one do not like poetry, should you be call a human being? You don't have to write bad poems, appreciation for good ones is enough. Russia is not dead till somebody writes poems in Russian. Russian was a good language to write. Another reason why Russian culture won't make it. ... Как приедет в Россию - арестовать, хули, миллиардер, заработал до жопы, а нихера не поделился. Пусть как Миша - спички из цельных кедров строгает. Как книжки блять по 100к баксов выпускать - это может, падла, а как для народа чего сделать так хер вам в нос. -- VASILY (random voice of people).
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web-haiku?
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...What do I do?
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стихи
Strange -- I love poetry now more, than then, in my youth.
I would even write it, if only it could be done unnoticed.
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How didn't I die just thinking that the entire January is no more?
I live.
Very humiliating.
That's how much I want to live. Looks like I can betray myself and everything else.
What did I do for so long?
... I am talking about my life.
Какая всеобЪемлящая пошлоость.
И больше ничего?
Мгновения свободы от этого позора.
Как давно это было.
video record?
