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Goodbye, Russia! Again? 5 January 2008 @ 12:00 am
[private post] Welcome to LiveJournal
... нации-недоросля :
Братья Пресняковы. Убить судью. Великое приключение Снайпера, коварной Наташи, черствого Хот-Дога и Железного Пепси. М.: АСТ, Астрель, Харвест, 2008 г. or Убить, как «пописять» and Пирог – желудок – жопа Culture? «Россия» с сиськами Ничуть не жалею, что не получила высшего образования ... a picture of RU. Another step. What didn't fit into filmplus.org/kino? Vogue Russia January 2008... Ryuko Tsushin magazine January 2008... Tatu Pregnant, Maxim Russia... timeline And anatolant.livejournal.com -- my blog on reading of Russia's online sources... [ gazeta.ru -- references ] Dmitri Medvedev officially becomes a candidate for President of Russia... Tragic is disappearance of the high, the rest is comedy. [ Beckett' POV ] I am not about to cry over fools, who do not know that they are fools. ... I cry over myself.
Говорят, что время вообще не су'eствует, мы, люди, мол, придумали. Не знаю, не знаю, меня это время просто мучает. Просто физически. Я чувствую, что оно течет. И не где-то там, а во мне, прямо в сердце протекает... I am tired of seeing my mistakes in English and Russian. I never was this man of letters -- "belletrist"! Is it too much to ask? ... Что может быть после Рождества и Нового Года? Январь, когда ничего не должно случатся. ...
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2007 -- done.
19 January 2008 @ 06:41 pm
2008 web2.0 Another place for RU writing? In addition to narod.ru & vtheatre No system, no preference. ... anatoly [LJ] Russian Writers sign "protest [ "Death of Bitov" ] Late Summer. ... 30 years later I write with Russian accent and mistakes. Nothing could done now. No surprise that I want to write in Russian, when I have time to write. What a picture -- no two languages, but "in between." Nabokov's parody. Not even that. What is left for me? Nothing. Another semester. Another year with a number as prisoner. ... 2008.9 : I write "for myself," this way I do not have to write. No, I do not insist on anything. Not anymore. Then what? ... Все больше и больше мы знаем о будущем; ведь мы его планируем. Что если мы все будем знать о завтра? Победим время и -- тогда будет плохо. Может всем нам хорошо, а мне -- плохо. Хорошо, что меня тогда уже не будет. Я знаю, что меня не будет, но не верю. А говорят, что верят, когда не знают! Может и наоборот. ... Postmodern history is difficult to predict, because we make it... and we do not know what we are doing. And we like to lie to ourselves. For LJ -- Year Later? Too bad I didn't think about it before! Reflecting of what was one year ago -- and more challenging "Year Before"! Two reflections -- Before and After ... That's is (real) diary)!
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My last American year.
It doesn't fell as the last; the same was in 1979 in Moscow.
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Still experimenting with web-formats -- notes in web.vtheatre.netThe Tale of Two Presidents [ 12 short-stories? ] 2008.0 -- I have to back to Zero Page!2008.2 ... 2008.9 (September) ? and so on. [menu]
2008.a + 2008.b ... ?
... the end of voice of free Russia?
История предательств на www.agentura.ru в разделе "Досье"- Предатели, перебежчики и невозвращенцы. http://www.agentura.ru/dossier/usa/contract/
... What is in the middle? Me.
Interesting, since the "Century of Antohins" I lost this "serious" tone. I'll die laughing...
Why do they say "never say never"? Stupid. "Never" is very much about live, where no a single moment could be repeated. Very existential, very true. Never again. The Age of Vulgarity replaced wisdom with slogans.
"2008" ?
Never again.
... Еще приснопамятный маркиз де Кюстин описывал у нас в застойном 1839 году то же самодовольство, смешанное с поисками одобрения: «Большинством русских в их отношениях с жителями других стран движут дикая ревность и — ребяческая зависть».
Reading Russian media: web, newspapers, and other online sources (youtube.ru).
Russia lost it big time.
In 1917?
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I didn't know that this year will be my last "American" year, when I started this project"2008"...
2009: one year later. Notes at LJ? "Time Mirrors"
In 2008.0 I should write about the concept : with New Times (Modernity) the "real" event lost its primacy, it includes the (potential) judgment from multiple futures. Present is never sure of itself anymore. Present-continued?
What does it do for future?
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We rethink what "history" means, or the sense of history?
And reflections of reflections?
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/January_2008 vs. ru.wikipedia.org
American (World) Time vs. Russian Time?
How different?
What's the difference?
29 января: Вблизи от Земли пролетел астероид TU24.
28 января: Во Владивостоке совершено покушение на вице-губернатора Приморского края Сергея Сопчука.
The obvious.
... http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/Category:January_2008?uselang=ru
and pictures :
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/d/dc/Vladimir_Putin_7_January_2008-11.jpg
sounds?
video?
... and fantasy dated? [movies]
"The Fall"(?)
